I am conflicted. I have a book. I wrote it myself. As I write, I always feel it is the best I have ever made. Later, reading through it I realize it isn't. I am rewriting it now, completely changing everything except the basic plot characters and concept. My brain is going through the same sense of love and excitement as I did with the first draft. I ended up hating the first draft after reading through it, hence the re-write. I am afraid that I will hate this version too, after a while yet I still find myself wishing to post it somewhere. You see, I am what is commonly called an attention whore. I crave positive feed back. My conflict is thi